Sometimes, things happen that you can't explain, you only hope that in time it will explain itself.
Five years ago someone came into my life, and never walked out. He had brown eyes that burn me when he looked in my direction. A tall lean body sat in a boyish position across the basketball court. The gym was dark and empty, only me and him. By the jersey he wore, I could tell he was a player. I couldn't move, speak, or even breath. I just stared at him with a longing gaze. He was perfect. This beautiful angel sent to haunt me... and then I woke up.
When I decided to move to college, he came back to me. A friend of mine was playing in a high school basketball game. Naturally he wanted me to go, I agreed. I had never been there, and took a friend with me. I walked in and there he was. I couldn't see his face, but his profile was obvious. I started breathing so hard I thought my lungs were going to give up on me. Then, all in the same moment, the angels sang, the heavens opened, and he looked at me. The moment was truly that intense. I just gazed at him. Everything appeared to be in slow motion. His eyes, his hypnotizing eyes blinked softly as he stood there, staring at me. They sparkled like I have never seen anyone's eyes light up before. He wasn't in a basketball uniform, he was just there to watch the game. He began to walk away, and turned once more to look at me. To make the long passionate story short: He had a long term girlfriend. We became good friends, but I never told him how I felt.
There is something between us. He gets very jealous at other guys. I have studied body language before, and his is very obvious.
It's been a year since then, and I still love him. I mean truly LOVE him. I compare everyone to him, and will not settle for anything less.
I'll be with him someday. I'm young, and it's not the right time.
There is love at first sight.