My husband was a old fashion guy and I knew he would be good to me, so after dating for about a year we got married. I wasn't in love with him when we married but through the years I grew to love him very much. He treated me like a queen and we had two beautiful daughters together. Then about two years ago something changed. We were fighting all the time and I just knew deep down something was wrong. Three day after christmas I found out he had been cheating on me for six months with some girl he was working with. I was heartbroken. I didn't know what to do. How could he do that to his family. I had been faithful to him all those years and loved him more then life it self.

He told me he still loved me and wanted to stay with me. I asked why he did it and he said he didn't know. I have a hard time dealing with that. I don't see if you love someone why you would risk throwing it all away just to have sex with someone else.

We are still together and in a couple of weeks we will have married for ten years. I still love him but it's not the same and it never will be.

When he did that he took something away from me and I'll never get it back.