Two years ago, I met the most amazing man in the world. I chased after Josh for a long time, almost a year and a half. And around six months ago, he started to notice me. We decided to try and give a relationship a shot. At first, it was a bit rocky, but after a few months of getting used to it, things started to run more smoothly. I soon fell deeply in love with Josh, but he was unsure of his feelings. One day, we were laying together, just talking and he told me that he truly loved me. I became the happiest girl on the planet. We started to see each other more often, and we soon began to spend almost every waking minute together. I never got tired of him, he made me feel beautiful and he gave me a love I only ever dreamed of.
Every relationship has a con, and ours was that Josh and my mother had a terrible personality clash, if you could call it that. They hated each other. Whenever they saw each other, you could see smoke seeping out of their mouths. It was terrible.
Josh and I agreed that we wouldn't spend time at my house, we could go out or go to his house, which was much more fitting, as Josh's parents were very easy to get along with. But, a few days ago, Josh called me and told me he wasn't sure if he really loved me. I was crushed and didn't know what to do. I went to my mother to confide in her. Big mistake.
My mother was furious with the fact that Josh had hurt her little girl. I tried to explain that that wasn't how it was, but she no sooner had picked up her phone to call Josh. Luckily, Josh wasn't home at the time, but his father was. He and my mother got into a heated argument, each of them defending their child. They decided that Josh and I could have absolutely no contact whatsoever, and we had to demolish our relationship. I was devastated beyond belief.
The next day, although I wasn't supposed to, I called Josh. He then told me that he was sure now more than ever, that he did love me more than anything in the world. We decided that under the circumstances, we could not uphold a relationship. I cried myself to sleep that night.
I told Josh that I would wait an eternity to call him my own again, and I mean that with all of my heart and soul. Never have I loved someone so much as Josh. He is an incredible spirit and I love him more than life itself. Josh, baby, if you are reading this, I hope and pray with all that I am that you feel the same as I do and that you will wait for me.
I love you, Josh.