It started as a joke. Went pretty good. It ended badly.
||I met this girl. She was the first one i truly loved. We met at a bar drinking with friends and i noticed this one person who wasnt drinking much. I asked what was the problem. She said she doest drink that much. I asked if she wanted to eat and we did. We were still students at the time so i rqn out of money. She offered to buy me a hotdog for dinner. It was nice of here to do that. She started giving interest to me. I started taking notice. My life came to a stop as i thought is this a chance for love?. 21 at that time i was. She was courted by many guys. Many. They werent welcome. I offered to repel them by pretending to be in a relationship. There i understood. This could be a real chance. So i took a leap of faith and asked. “Do you want to make this a serious relationship?” She said yes. The first months were hard. I cheated on her two times. Im sorry for that. But then when everything happened. Everthing was done. I thought. Shes still here. She forgave me. There i realized something else. Shes the one. The one girl i can truly love. Heck im madly in love with her right now. I promise to take it slow because she said she wasnt ready. So i waited. Now we are on the brink of a collapse. We had a cool off and now she wants to break off. I couldnt just let her off like that? If i really do love her i’ll stay. I’ll fight. Her land lady seems interested in breaking us apart. Her friends too. But i dont give a care for them. I dont love them. I love my Grace she’s the real one i care about. The only one i care about. Of course this may seem a heartache story to you out there but this is actually a message of hope. Dont give in to anger. Im still courting her. Trying to make her fall in love again. Despite the odds. If someone out there sees this. Dont lose hope. If you truly love him/her? You would fight for it. Not say if we are meant to be we will still meet. No make your stand. How can anyone say they love them if they cant fight for them. Those who truly love will hurt in the end. Because it will hit you straight in the heart. I've been sleepless for 7 days. Ate nothing for 7 days. Drank water.I have just started to accept the fact that it wasnt helping me. But i still have to fight. There are a dozen detractors that wants me to stop. But i wont let it end like this. Not until she becomes my Cinderella and my dreams become a reality.|