Stupid in Love
I slipped easily into love for the first time during my sophomore year in high school. The boy was a grade above me.
He had his choice between me and another girl; he liked us both. He claimed that he liked us equally but ever time he got the choice he chose her.
I always hoped he would come around. He spent so much time around me at first, because his new girlfriend neglected him. Sweet touches, nearness, flirting...I was sure he'd change his mind for me.
A few months later they broke up. All the pain in my chest left. He gave me my first kiss.
And then he chose her again.
I was crushed. Never felt so much pain all at once in my life. I'm still not sure if I ever want to chance love again.
And now it seems I've become unimportant to him. I don't think he cares about my existence anymore.
And I've never loved anyone more.