Just too hurt
I started chatting with a guy in facebook. When we started chatting, we just realized we knew each other before in friendster few years ago. After a week or more, we became couple. At first my feelings towards him isn't deep. I treated this relationship is just puppy love, but i was wrong. As time past, my feelings towards him getting deeper and deeper. We really love each other a lot.
But, something went wrong. Just too wrong. I even almost about to quarrel with his mother. In the end, he said "break up". I couldn't accept the fact. That time, i just feel like dying. I wanted to suicide but was convince by my friends. After 10 months broke up, he found a new one. He is living happily now but i still sometimes missed him because he still was once i loved the most.