Love is just a word until someone comes along and gives it meaning
You know when you love someone so much you just want to know every single detail about them. Thatís how it was for me 3 years ago. When I met him.
It was a perfect christmas night when I was out with my friends. Just out of nowhere someone grabbed me. It took him only one ďhelloĒ and I was sold.
The more I got to know him better, the more I started to like him. At the end of the night he wrapped his arms around me and kissed me sweet and softly.
I felt his warm gently touch and everything felt in itís right place. Till so far it sounds like a happy story, but it all starts here. After that night we stayed in touch and see eachother occasionally. This once when I saw him, he did odd against me where his friends where at. That was the moment when my pride took it over. I ignored him for weeks and the first time I saw him again, with his friends, I did the same thing to him, but worse. When he came to greet me I looked at his face and looked away. He looked ridiculous to all his friends as I walked away. I have never spoken to him since. I know itís my fault this all happened. That moment is the only regret in my entire life. What hurts me the most is being so close and want to say the words I saved in my heart for a long time: I-love-you.
This is my last goodbye
I hate to feel the love between us fade away
Before our love turns into hate
Just hear me out one more time
And weíll separate our ways
You gave me more to live for
More than you will ever know
I think we were never meant to be
But my time has come to an end
Of this burning heart of mine
When I slowly close my eyes
A glimps of your face comes by
Thinking so hard on those soft eyes
I realize itís that sign
That everything is over now
Everything in itís right place somehow
When I hear a little bird gently whistle
Is the moment when I closed my eyes