5th of july the best n worst
it all started when my cousin was getting married , i was happy for him but i hated his fiance , i had to go to her house to pick her up with the groom , n i didnt really pay attention to him , but then n there he fell for it deeply .
i was sitting on the table with the groom and wife they both left for thier first dance n my other cousin was sitting right beside me n der was dawid he sat next to him n just kept starring at me as my dress was low i thought that he was starring then i lifted my head up n saw the shine in his eyes i asked "you okay " n he gently replied " yhyh am fine " then we slightly had a converstation although it wasnt that open . then his father camee along n sed luk what a beautiful girl mary her ! he got shocked n thats when he walked out n took my brothers out they all walked in with smiley faces . i asked what is going on y cousin sed come lets go dance n then he told me that dawid said as soon as he saw me i left him speechless , that he never saw a girl like me , how i look like a beautiful princess like me , how this is his first time feeling somehting in his heart , n how i was the first girl he was shy to come up 2 . then i had a smiley face n just kept on spotting him starrn wiv a realli sad face , we went outside all he sed was wah shud i do to make u go drunk den i walked in , he followed me n sat right opposite me n sed so wen we gnna i sed later he sed when is ur later i sed tomorow , but stupid me didnt noe he wudnt cum tomorrw , i remember the song that was on n he stood beside me and gently sang to it .... what broke my heart was that he didnt even say goodbye just walkked like nothing happend that day .....now for 10 months i waited for him , prayed n wished to see him or speak to him agaiin but there was no sign , i cried evryday , remembering the words he said , watching the wedding video n pausing where he was just to have a look at his smile , i kept dreaming of how happy we would be , but then noo happy endings dont appen n den i remembered how my brothers ruined it for me to n sed he has no right to tlk to meee !!!! NOW HE DECIDED TO SHOW UP JUST WHEN I DECIDED TO MOVE ONNNNNNNNN !!!!