We met in a crowded bar, and instantly I knew my life would never be the same. I looked at her and she looked at me and time seemed to stop. I took her hand in mine and looked into her eyes, and knew something very special had happened.I never let her hand go and she never pulled away.
She was the most beautifull woman I have ever seen or could ever hope to see.
Even though she was living with someone we started to meet up now and again. The chemistry was incredible, as we never once stopped looking into each others eyes.After about 2 months we had our first kiss in the rain. MAGICAL is all you can say about that.
We eventually made love after about 4 months of which there are no words to describe. Two people who have desired each other for months finally coming together in perfect harmony I kid you not.
As she was living with someone we knew it was wrong but we carried on.
Until last week when she called it off.
Believe me when I tell you it was like a knife through the heart. All the air escaped from my lungs and I thought I was going to collapse. I died there and then and even now I am walking around like a zombie.I have cried every day for the last 7 days and am struggling just to get through the day . Death would seem like a welcome release from the constant PAIN , though that is obviously not the answer.
Now I know what real heartache is. A pain that feels like it will never go away.