Dont know why?
people say one sided love is attraction but its not
it started whn i was in college by mere eyeeing
he was our college most handsome boy and moreover a dentist
bt i never felt attracted.
4rm his side i saw eyeeing ,although he was already engaged with someone he dared to look upon me every now and thn.
even b4r his girlfrnd who was also doc.
gradually i also responded nt the looks certainly,the innocence the decency touched my heart.
bt thn my project wrk landed me in a new city no contacts i became busy ../...after i successfully completed my project i felt somethg is missing 4r sure.i searched
i realised i have fallen in love
none will believe we have never talked.
4rm thereon my search started i started searching on net the detail i can have abt him
i only knew his name
knowing name was a coincidence,i was standing in the canteen of my coll,somebody called his name i listened
my search i got his address,his date of birth.
i have a passion 4r writing.so i took help of card.i made two hand made cards one wishing good luck other good bye,a love letter,all was original......
i wrote very clearly tht i love him in several languages,alli print out.made two id tht is synonym with mmy name
gave the cover a look as if sent 4rm senior dentist and did speed post..waited no reply later again searched got his id i sent messages he wrote did i know u he didnt know even my namestill i sent him my pic,,,,,no reply.he is a cancerian i searched every details and improved myself did prayers 4r him....it was quite clear tht nthg was on his part.bt i still remember each and every deatail abt him he is very innocent ,genuine ,caring person ...bt i saw smthg true in his eyes still waitng 4r his ultimate reply......i dont know why i cant stop thinking abt him.i dont want to see him either just want him to recognise whn we will meet somewhr in future i wantto do sonethg 4r him even if he dont know i will love him even if he have nthg unconditionally