Saddest love story ever..
i always thought that i am the girl who experience very much pain. my current boyfriend is my first, ( natsume - not his real name) he was my enemy when we are in freshman(frst yr. h.s) after summer, we became friends, then best friends because i care for him just like how girls care foe their boyfriends, i helped him in courting my best friend(hotaru- not her real name) natsume always texting her and giving loads,gifts, and other stuffs but when she got what she wants, she will just hide and she would not text natsume then when natsume became sad, i am the one who comforts him and tell him do not give up and tell him maybe hotaru is just not feeling well or something like that, i know i lied to him, but i did that so he would not hurt. natsume always give what hotaru wants because if she was happy, natsume is happy too..
few months later i feel kinda weird about my feelings, i get jealous when i saw a girl besides him, talking to him, and texting him. and i am hurting when i help natsume to my best friend.. i kept my feelings for him because i do not think he will fall for me because he always tell me how much he loves my best friend.I comfort him even if my best friend always hurt him, i cant leave him hurting because if i left him hurting , who will comfort him, right? i taught him lots of good things.
when december comes (2008) its been complicated because hotaru became very sensitive.natsume and i become very close. i didnt give up on comforting him and because of that, he wont give up on hotaru too..
december 24 2008- hotaru ask natsume to buy stuffs for her natsume thouht that it would be a date for them but hotaru ask me to go with them, hotaru didnt want natsume i thought because hotaru is shameful because natsume is chubby, then i agreed, i went to mall with them. then we bought all the things hotaru wants, then den when we got home, natsume texted me saying hotaru make fight wid him so natsume had a very sad christmas but still i comforted him then few days he was so sweet to me den one day he txted me saying "lab u" i dont know whats the meaning of that he told me he love me as his best friend but later, that "love u" is becoming serious then one day i asked him if he was courting me. he said what if if he was courting seriously. then i dont know what to say then he beg me to accept him as my boyfriend, i gave him many conditions and he promise he wont betray me or something like that. when he was already my boyfriend, after 1 week ..
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