im trying to keep my cool.
but he honestly has my thoughts.
i have absolutely NO regrets having feelings for him.
he doesnt know.
and it eats me up inside.
i just saw a picture of him...
my feelings for him keeping growing..
and it hurts me that i havent seen him in 3 years...
and that we havent talked in a llooooong time.
we used to be reaally good friends...
i really NEED to see him..