Im in love with someone i dont even know
I added him on msn from my youngest brother's account thinking he would be some ordinary kid i would prank.
He asked who it was, i gave my name, we spent 15 minutes trying almost to get to know each other.
Days past, we continued to talk, it was like an addiction. One day i got so close up in his conversation, i jus couldnt let go. I felt something tingle within me, a feeling i had never felt before.
Even after not seeing the boy i began to go crazy over him, and i knew he felt the same way about me too.
After every conversation we'd say "I LOVE YOU" and send "xxx".
He kept asking for my number but i didnt have a phone until, a few months later i got a phone for my birthday.
I was scared to give him my number because i had an older brother and my parents were very strict. But, i dont know why, i gave him it. I made him promise me that he would always ask before he rang or text me.
He fulfilled every promise a boyfriend makes to his girlfriend. He listened to evrything i said. I had made him my everything and couldnt live without him, and i could say that for sure.
Everytime i tried to sleep his voice rang in my ears, saying "I LOVE YOU". I couldnt stop thinking of him.
I had never had someone give me soo much love.
Now my only fear was to lose him.
Now, after all this time of love on the phone, when i came online...he said "hey" i said it back.
We continued to talk until i said "UR SO MINE" but that is when it all messed up. He turned and said "IM WITH SOMEONE ELSE"
My heart broke, my sparkly eyes full of tingling water.
I had shattered that night...i dont even have enough words to describe the emotions i went through.
I loved him a whole year, and i can happily say that i still love him. :(
Even after the two of us seing each other live or seing each other's pictures we loved each other.
I cared for him...he was my all...but now i've got nothing left because i've lost all that i ever had, he was my silver and he was my gold.
His cute voice still echo's in my ears...it hurts...everytime i think of him now it makes me cry.
How could you be so cold? Couldnt you find another way of leaving me? Why can i not hate you the way you hate me?
TAKE MY MESSAGE EVERYONE...DONT EVER MAKE/BUILD A RELATIONSHIP WITH ANYONE ON MSN IF YOU DONT KNOW THEM, IF YOU HAVNT SEEN THEM, IF THEY DONT LIVE IN THE SAME AREA AS YOU AND IF YOU KNOW ITS NOT GONNA GET ANYWHERE!!!
msn relationships are just stupid, i think it's ridiculous from experience...but...God know's what your's could be like...good luck every one xxx May you all find the one's you love and the one's you want.
Hope you enjoyed this...thankyou x