Is it real??
This all started when we moved in to this new place. I moved in together with my two friends. We barely knew the people on that neighborhood. But, as days pass, we're starting to make new friends. Then we met this group, they're cool, fun to be with, great people and the group was known as "STAMBLVD". It was Nov. 1 of 2007 when I first met him. it's kinda odd.. right?!!! Well, anyways, He was introduced by my friend's li'l brother I don't find him that attractive. He's just a plain guy, period. We had some friendly talks then after wards they invited us to join they're Halloween Party that would be held on the following day Nov. 2. And Ella, my friend and my housemate, we both agreed to join the party. We were shock when we saw them really giving their effort to dress accordingly. If I were to describe the party it would be a night to remember. There were revelations that struck me that night. This guy, let's call him "rain", told me he had a crush on me. I was really shock and flattered as well. But I just ignored it. I can't trust someone who I barely knew my whole life. I just met him like 24hrs ago. and then he would tell me he had a crush on me. It's not that big deal. But I know it would be a start of something.
As week passes I felt like I'm starting to fall for him. He would help me with anything. 'Coz at that time I'm a trainee on a call center company. So, he would assist me with my assignments and he would always text me. We would like talk for hours not minding the time. My friends got even mad at me because of rain. They say that I'm taking them for granted and everything. Rain would just say someday I would earn there trust. So I would just smile at him. Every afternoon rain would accompany me to the Bus Stop. I am secured when I'm with him. It's like I've known him all my life. i felt his the right guy for me. We are always happy when we are together. He would also right letters and I think that so sweet. he earned my trust and everything.
Then, one day, everything changed. Rain changed.. It's like he's not the person whom I knew for the past month. He's treating me like I don't exist.He can't even look me directly in the eye. And at that moment I know I'm just the "flavor of the month". It hurt so bad. I cried and cried for months. Every time I see him, it's like scratching the almost healed wound that I've got. I can't get over him. I'm saying that I'm OK. But the fact is I'm not.. I really really wanted to move on, but how would I do that? He's everything to me. I know this too shall pass. Someday i would say I remember the boy but I don't remember the feeling anymore.