I'll Always Love Him
For that one month I was so happy.
I met him at the beginning of year 9 on camp. It was my first year at my school and that night we got along so well. I fell in love with him within the first minute that we met. He smiled at me and shared his stories for the next few hours and still now I say that was the best night of my life.
But then the next night I made the mistake of telling someone about something he said. She wouldn't forgive him for what he said and he was so upset. I regret it everyday.
Although the next week back at school he was nice and it seemed like he had forgiven me. He soon found out that I liked him by my friends and he was okay about it at first. But I couldn't keep my hands off him. I just wanted to hold him all the time because he is so perfect. I hugged him at least 3 times a day and that was what started the whole thing. He started avoiding me, then a few weeks after that when I tried to talk to him, he told me to go away. I cried so much and I was so hurt. Nothing went right after that. I still try and talk to him and I believe he still feels the way we both did the night we met. But that was so long ago. One day I want to think it will happen. I'd kill just to hold him one more time. Let alone, just say, I love you.