I was smitten with him the very first time I saw him. We met through friends and with time became the best of friends. He went to a military school and the only contact we had was through the internet. Somewhere along the way I fell in love and couldn't go a day without getting an email from him. Our first date was the military ball at his school. He made me feel like a princess and I never felt so loved. Later on he asked me out and it was the best time of my life. We did everything together and loved every moment of it. We went to the park, watched movies, had amazing sex, played card games, cooked together, and so much more. I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with him. I wanted to spend my life with him. He was my hero, friend, lover, and teddy bear. He was the only one that understood me the best. Well like all dreams this one had to come to an end. He joined the army, which was okay because I knew he always would. I was never mad that he joined...actually I was quite proud of him. He went to basic and then was transfered to Korea and now after all the love and all the memories we had to let each other go. I havent seen him in years and everyday it gets harder knowing that I will never see him agian. My heart aches and yearns for him and I will never stop loving him. So I will get up in the morning, take a deap breath, put on a smile while crying inside and take it one day at a time. We were perfect for each other but we have roads to take that unfortunately end in different places. I love you, XXXX, where ever you may be and I hope you never forget all the love we had for each other.