True love never dies
I have been with 2 men, but I have only been in love once. I'm with my current boyfriend now, and we're having a baby together, it was unplannned. I left the love of my life to be with this guy, and he's a nice guy don't get me wrong, but I have been in love with my first for 5 years, and I love him still to this day, just as strong, even though we no longer speak.
I miss him so badly, and I know I screwed up leaving him two years ago, I miss him everyday. Even when I tried to go back I couldn't something was always in the way. I put my current boyfried though so much pain, and I'm so sorry for doing that. I know I'll never be with the one I truly love again, now that I'm having someone elses baby, and he has moved on as well.
We dated for almost 3 years and It's been 2 years since we broke up and still I think of him everyday, I dream of him at night, sometimes it's so real I wake up and think that it happened, but then I realize it was only a dream. I miss the way he smells, the way he smiles, the way he made me laugh, the way he was my best friend in the whole world, and most of all the way he loved me. I always wished I could go back in time and not leave him, not push him away. It was over the stupidest thing, but I was angry. He was my soulmate, my true love, and my best friend since we were 13 years old, now I'm 19 and he's 20.
I hope that deep in his heart he still loves me too and thinks about me often, and perhaps when we're older we'll find each other again, and I can be in his arms forever.