The last Kiss in the Rain
i was 18 when i met this guy named Ricky. He came up and asked me: " Ashley would you be my girlfriend?" Ricky was the son of my parents best friend. He was really nice, and so i said: " Sure." Days went by and everything went fine until the day he found out he had brain cancer. He didn't tell me the day he found out, so i thought everything was okay and this guy was a really fine guy. so Ive once told him that my dream was to kiss someone i love in the rain, as i told him he had a big smile.....
It was April, when kids were stepping on puddles and everyone was having fun. Ricky asked me out to the our school we go to. And also the place he asked me to be his girlfriend. We sat on the lawn chatting, all of a sudden rain drops were dropping on my head. "Ricky?"
He put his hand where my hand was, and said : "ashley, isnt this what your dream was? He leaned over me and he started kissing me. We made out under the rain, just like i was imaging. In that point i wished that it would last forever but it didn't.....
He stopped kissing me and fell on me. "Ricky? RICKY!!!"
his heart wasnt beating.....
no this couldnt be....
"RICKY!!! WAKE UPP!!! --ricky.."
i bursted in tears
"HES NOT GONNA WAKE UP ASHLEY!! WHAT EVER YOU DO HE ISN'T GOING TO WAKE UP!" said Ricky's Dad
i looked at my hands and there was blood.
" YOU KILLED HIM DIDNT YOU????!!!!!"
" Yes i did." he had a very droopy face.
" I COULDNT WATCH HIM SUFFER FROM HIS BRAIN CANCER ANYMORE!!!! ITS TOO PAINFULL!."
"HE NEVER HAD BRAIN CANCER"
"YES HE DID!!!"
He never told me...he prolly didnt want me to worry...
"RICKY!!!UR SOOO STUPID!!!"
i was crying non stopping....
I lost himm, forever..
I precioused the evry second i was with him.
and now hes gone.
The next day i went to buy a blue balloon, and i wrote on the balloon saying "i miss you". i went to the place ricky died and i left the balloon fly to heaven.
What i was meaning to say is.......
I love you.