He was never really mine
i met this one guy at a dance about four months ago. He came up to me and we started talking and i kinda fell for him at that moment but when he asked for my number i saw his wallpaper and realised that his girlfriend is one of my friends. About three days later he invited me on mxit and we started talking about all kinds of things and i fell in love with him. I knew everything about him and he knew everything about me but the only problem was his girlfriend and i felt bad.
About a month later i saw him again at another dance. One of my friends and i had decide on going to the dance and we saw him and his girlfriend there. We chatted most of the night and even danced together and he kissed me. Every time we talked he told me how much he misses me and is stating to fall in love with me and wants to break up with his girlfriend but he never did break up with her, they are always fighting but he runs back to her.
The other day i went to spend the weekend at her house and that Friday night when i was a sleep, i heard a knock on my door, and when I opened it, he just walked in, and kissed me. Things get very hot between us while his girlfriend was sleeping in the room right next door. We didn't sleep together though cos i told him that i can't and we just continued making out etc....
Monday when i was on mxit again he told me that he had realised this weekend how much he loves his girlfriend and it is not right what he is doing to her but he still likes me a lot but his heart is with her. I was so heartbroken and cried all day.
I am so confused what to do because i still like him so much....he told me that he hope we can be friends for a very long time and maybe someday, who knows what would happen :-(