Love of my life, soul mate, my best friend.
I am in love with my best friend. I have been for a long - long time, just never realised it up until now. I was in denial, how could i like him? I thought i knew for a fact that he didn't like me back. At times i had to fight back the urge to tell him how i felt. I cannot believe i didn't listen to myself all that time ago, although things have worked out for the best now.
I told him a few times before this that he was the kind of guy a girl looks at and would think, i want to fall in love and marry him but not destroy things now with the pressure of growing up. Every time i told him this my feelings pondered in the back of my mind and i had to endure those feelings every time. He had hated how girls did not want to be with him presently. So one day i said it again, how girls would want to fall in love and marry him but this time i put my heart and soul into the words i was saying. This is when i realised, i was actually in love with my best friend. It was too good to be true when he told me the same back. Love of my life, soul mate, my best friend.
Every night, just as i am falling asleep, i see a moment of our future together and i can see how happy we will be. Sometimes what i see takes my breath away, it makes me sleep peacefully and wake happily because my life could actually be a dream. I honestly think hes the one, the one i want to spend the rest of my life with. He means so much to me, i cannot wait until our full adventure begins. Its not the right moment for us now and we both know that, but when it is, it will be the best day of my life.
You are the one I'm not scared to say forever to, you are the one i want to be held close to every night, you are the one i dream of. I am in love with you.
All my love, AC