My boyfriend, he was a kind, caring person. He is someone you can trust as a friend.
It first started me liking him, but I never told him because I was afraid of him saying "no" and ruining our friendship. So I did not tell him. One day, he told my friends that he liked me. He was too shy to tell me face to face. My friends told me about how he likes me and wants to ask me out. I had to think about this for awhile because I know that I liked him, but that was before. I lost my feelings for him. I didn't want to break his heart and I wanted to give him a chance, to see if I would have those feelings again.
So, I told him "yes", I will go out with him. This was during February break, we were suppose to meet for a bond fire, but that same day, there was a huge snow storm. the snow storm was very awful, the ground was filled with about 5 inches of snow. So we did not meet that day. I started to get this uncomfortable feeling.
This was my first real love and he was my first boyfriend. I did not know what to do, I was very confused with my feelings. I did not know how to handle it. So I broke up with him. A few days later, he got back with his ex-girlfriend. I got really pissed off. I wasn't sure why, since I broke up with him, I shouldn't have this feeling, but I did. I soon realize that I make a huge mistake of breaking up with him. I wanted to tell him that, but it was too late. He already got a new girlfriend, his girlfriend, was my best friend. She betrayed me. I hated her so much and I still do, for hurting my ex-boyfriend and I.
The two of them kept breaking up and going back out with each other. they have been on and off for about three to five months.
They made an official break up. They got sick and tired of each other and stop liking each other, it was the end of them.
One day, I was talking to my ex-boyfriend online. I finally had the courage to tell him everything, of how I felt and how I made a mistake. He told me that he was so sorry for not knowing my feelings and for hurting me.
But I told him that I was sorry for breaking his heart....
We still remain just friends. I told him that I want to forget the past and the relationship, since so many drama has hurt us both. So we but it aside.
The End. 8/28/08