I still love her
when i was freshmen in AMACC i fall in love with a girl named Beverley...
let me recall the day when i first saw her in school, she is so beautiful,kind and she have a nice eyes. i always stealing a time to look at her because for me looking at her made my days complete.
one day, i go with her and her friends to stay in a small store in front of our school, i simply ask her of what her name and where she live, and i try to say some of joke just to make her smile.
days passed by, we make close with each other, she call me "kuya" and i call her "manghod".
i was about to tell her about my feelings for her but she have a boyfriend and she love her boyfriend a lot.
but their relationship did not last.... they decided to break up.
so i tell to my self that i can tell her that i like her more than a sister and i thought that if i court her, she will accept me to be her boyfriend but she didn't!
because of the reason that she still love her ex'boyfriend.
but i didn't stop courting her, i tell her that i can wait for her cause that's how much i love her.
and Aug.13,2007 its Bevs birthday, i was not able to go to school because i have my work in the same day.. i just planned to celebrate her birthday in the other day.
next morning i try to talk to her but she's going to snab me because of the reason of i am not with her in her birthday.
but i find a way to talk to her and i apologize to her and so she forgive me and told me its ok.
in the afternoon i buy her a small cake with softdrinks to celebrate her b-day.
she was so happy of what i did. she told me i am the first guy to celebrate her b-day with her. she said that she was so touch!!
months ago.... its the end of our first simester.. i decided to stop schooling
i didn't see her again in 7months.. i really miss her so much.. but i know that i will see her again next open sem. and in my self i know that i still love her but i will not continue courting her....
i am so TORPE!!!!... I JUST STILL HOPING THAT WE CAN BE FRIEND...
I LOVE BEVERLEY.....