Finding someone new and what could've been
Okay so I met this one guy. He messed around a lot and was even playfully pushing me the first five minutes I met him. I immediately fell in love with him. He was older than me by one year and little did I know that he had a girlfriend already. During the time that I liked him I would always try to walk around him around the halls of school, always try to talk to him whichever chance that I had. When I found out that he had a girlfriend my heart was crushed but that didn't stop me from trying to make him fall in love with me.
After so many months of trying and trying to make him fall in love I've decided that he really wasn't the man for me. We would make a really great couple and I wish he would accept that but since he didn't I had decided to just give up on him.
So I found someone new. His name was Jake. He was sweet, good looking funny, and he was just a great guy in general. He was the guy that I knew I deserved. So I got with him and we have been happy ever since. But I still wonder everytime I look at the first guy I really fell in love with "What could have been."