this guy is 4 years older than me. actually he's my brother's friend and i really know him. we're not actually close because he thinks I'm snob and I'm not! but eventually we' re getting close and i don't know when it start. it just happen.. he asked my number and that's it.. we date. yes!! he actually tell his feeling for me.. the only problem is he will go abroad for work. and he hates a long distance relationship. additionally he doesn't want to disappoint my parents. i guess the feeling is mutual but the situation is not in the right time. and its hard for me to keep my distance away from him coz i know ill get hurt.
i know I'll get hurt coz i think I'm falling for him already.. that's make our situation complicated.