I love you so much that even words and actions could not express these feelings. I could spend my entire life describing how much I love you (even with this that I'm writing to you) and it still isn't close to the way I really feel.
You carve my life, you made me feel whole and without you, I'm close to nothing. The fears that I now have is that I will forget the seemingly little things, though I pray I never will. I am afraid that I will forget the way you feel, the way you taste and your smell. The little things that I admire so much, I am afraid that I will forget them. I do not want to, I so do not want to cause it's when I've forgotten all of those, what's there left to do?
But now I know why I am still here. I know why I always remember and have not forgotten. It's because once you find someone you love and care for so dearly, you found purpose in your life that makes it worth living.
You are my purpose and I won't be able to do it without you. You're the one I think of every day, every hour, every second within a minute. I miss you so much. And I know that it is only going to get worse with time, not better. I won't even prevent myself from missing you, still. I know that I will never really lose you because you will always be in my heart, but that does not stop me from missing you. Yes, my heart still beats for you.Before, when I was with you, it beat happily but now, it beats longingly. You will always have a permanent place in my heart. I will never forget you. Well, how could I? You are my life, you keep me going.
The past killed me much and I regretted all the lost time. But I feel grateful when I once had you with me. I treasure every moment of it and I'm thankful for the little,precious time we had together. God, I love you so much, so very much and I always will. Please do not forget that and it is important to me that you never forget that.
I can never repay the feeling you gave me with your love or the joy you bring me, but I can continue to love you like how it's always been.
Right now, all I ever have are my dreams of you, so I shall close my eyes and dream of us and wait for the precious tomorrow of my only hopeful dream coming true.