I need help!!
||Hi i need advice. well im the author of" my best friend's brother, and well something has been going on. As you all know Kevin the father of my twins died before we could get married. I really suffered a lot because i truly did love him and even though he died my love for him would never die. Well anyway a few weeks ago i started seeing this guy. We met at the park while i was there playing with my kids. He came up to me and started talking to me. He seemed really nice and cute. i don't know but i felt a connection with him. He looks a lot like Kevin he has the same eyes almost the same exact face and i got so excited while i was talking to him because it felt as if i was with Kevin. It was totally weird. Well yesterday he kissed me for the first time. I felt so bad and guilty as if i am cheating on Kevin, I felt like Kevin's spirit was next to me and watching me. I stopped kissing him but i don't know if im doing right or wrong. I mean it has only been 2 years since the love of my life died but im still young 19 almost 20 but i really dont know what to do. Plus this guy is really nice has a good job and can help me out with the twins cause i mean it's really hard for me to buy them all they need cuz i only have a part time job and i go to college. Ugh i don't know please someone help me!|