My first and last love
Love him, and I can never forget him. He was the first and last love of my life. No one can replace him. He left me here, all alone with a broken heart that can't be mended.
We knew each other for about a year before I fell in love with him. It was not my fault though; he was always saying he loves me. Then the moment I told him I loved him, he told me he had someone else. It hurts; my first love was the sweetest guy in the world. I love him and I always will. I love him so much that I知 willing to let him go with someone else to be happy.
It hurts every time I breathe, every time my heart beats, I知 in so much pain. Each day, I try to find something to do to take my mind off him, as soon as I sit again, he returns to my memory. How could he break my heart? I love him so, I wish god would help me, I love you so much, and I would give my life for you. You're the one I wan to spend my life with. He changed the way I thought of the world, made me love myself. Every time I think about how much I love him, I cry, I love him with all my heart and soul. No one can ever replace you; no one can ever fill this emptiness I知 feeling.
He promised he'd always be by my side, now where is he? Just when I need him the most. He's with her, I知 happy you're happy, but I wonder if sometimes you don't think about feel. I love you so much! It hurts me everyday, I was once the happiest girl alive, but now it shows in my eyes. I wish I had never met you, and then I won't be going through this. No one knows I loved you, but you did, you know that I still love you. Where ever you go, what ever you do, I値l be right here waiting for you my love...... I will always love you and only you.... Please come back to me... When I sleep at night, I awake every two hours, waiting for him to call me, to send me a message, leave me a voice mail I look at my phone and it痴 blank.
I ask everyone that is reading this to pray for me, I want the love of my life back if I don't get him, I don't have a reason to live. Please say a prayer it'll take just two minutes to ask god to help me, he can ignore the prayer of one, but not of all of you, please I beg you pray for me, I知 sitting here, and crying again, I love him so much.