i met him at a bar...but i did not notice him for the first days, i thought he was too cool for me...until we went to the beach...there i noticed him..he had a great voice that made me attracted to him..
he was handsome and he was a gentleman.. we were on the way back home when he first approached me to sit beside him but i insisted...
since then people teased us and the moment came he said i love you..
everything went well for the first days..
i gave up everything for him..my time, my friends even my family..
people tells me he's a playboy...but i didnt believe in them cause i trusted him..
it was our first monthsary when i waited for him for hours alone..
but he didnt show up but i forgive him for that..
he had no time for me..
whenever im at this bar, he just passed me by and simply smile..
but i was still there..
it was crazy they said but i didnt care until a friend told me he was with he's ex..i went to see him the next day and i got a few drinks..he saw me and called me outside..
there he said..
"youre not here everyday..you show me your vices and you don't listen to me..thats why i did that.."
i stared at him and answered back
"yes it is.."
i didnt want to cry in front of him so i said
"okay then thanks for everything and sorry.."
he was about to hug me but i pushed him
"no..dont say sorry..im supposed to be the one to say sorry..besides youre to young for me and i just feel sorry for you",.
i was in shock and all i said was
"i did my best"..
he yelled at me
"thats your best!!!!!!!!!!!"
that was it..it ended..God knows how much i suffered cause of him..he was the first person i loved..he even joined this contest and sang a sad song and dedicated it to me..
after a year i saw him again and fate twisted that he was even steps away..but what hurts the most is he pretends like nothing ever happened..
the worst is im still hurting!!!!!!!!!!!