Too late to act
I met a handsome guy during my holiday break this weekend. I had gone to Butlins in Bognor Regis with my sister and her children. Never in my wildest imagination had I every dreamt that I would meet someone I cared for. Someone who could touch my whole being the way he did.
I have beng hurt so many times and unfortunately never really felt love for any of my partners I had gone out with. So I never believed LOVE existed and I always wondered what the fuss was all about.
The unfortunate thing is that it was clear to both of us that there was chemistry but we both could not bring ourselves to take the first move. So the whole thing died a natural death yet I am really pained. I never felt anything so painful. I hardly knew him. I am failing to adjust to my normal routine, I am hopeful, yet I really should not as I don't have anything to work with to trace this guy. Is this how people feel when they loose love. I feel terrible and regret not doing anything. He might have amounted to nothing but who knows he might have been the only person who could have shown me love.