It's been 6 months now since the change started.
He had been working 60 plus hours a week with 1 weekend off a month. I guess we argued as much as every couple did. Mostly that the girls and I wanted more of his time, but recently his attitude changed. He did not want to argue with me anymore.
He said he was tired of it. He loves his job and theres no changing that. No, there's not another woman he says. It's just something in him that tells him he doesn't know if he wants a wife and 2 kids. Maybe he wants the single life he says. Maybe he wants to be away from me I say. I tried to ask him what I could do to save this marriage. He could not answer me. Instead he left me yesterday. No explanation. No Nothing. We were the perfect couple. Friday we just completed our 10 year anniversary. Now we are ending it.
I am left with the turmoil that there's nothing I can do to change that. I have a 5 year old and 1 year old who see me cry and think it's a normal habit for me.
I try to be strong but I can't. I want my marriage back.