The loss of faith
I met my husband in 2001 when we both we're working at the same place.
It was fate, we fell in love instantly and we're married just two years later.
We like most couples decided to have children, though we decided this quickly. We tried for a year then sought the help of a doctor, then another and so on.
We finally got pregnant after many prayers, us and our families. We went to church and came home and I began getting severe cramps and bleeding. I went to the hospital to find out the baby we tried so long for was not there. The baby quit growing. I was devastated.
We were told that "God has His reasons" and all that. I was depressed and never left my room.
We have tried for 6 years now, and i haven't been pregnant again. I haven't been back to church either. I loss more than my child that day,
I lost my faith in God and so many others. That is true pain.