It hurts you know
This was my past experience with my long lost ex boyfriend. I love him very much.. as in very much, i really do whatever he said even it was bad or good. actually he's not lost but with me he's on that stage. while we are on a relationship, he also have a relationship with his school mate, close friend and the worse even to his fellow man.
i was very fool to accept it, but i did. i don't know if that will consider as love or as a foolishness. maybe i was paranoid that time to accept all that bad things. 2months had pass, and i still love him but i decided to give up our nonsense relationship for i know that it ends up with nothing.
i know I've made the right decision. but you know i really miss him. how i wish is to bring back the days when we are together.