Never knew it would end up like this
(Im not going to use real names)
It all started in the 9th grade. One day I was in geography class and I saw this boy. He was walking around handing out papers and when he got to me, he kept dropping my paper. It's like he was nervous or something.
The next day, he was talking to his friend asking him what he should say to me. I was so shy so for like 3 days I just ignored him, until one of my best guy friends told me he was an okay guy.
So I gave him a try and 2 weeks later, we started to date. I had never had a real boyfriend before. I came to find out, we shared the same birthday, but he was just 1 year older than me.
I started to feel something I have never felt before. I was in love. One day I finally told him and he didn't really know what to say. So I told him he didn't have to say anything. The next day he called me and said me that he loved me. We were so happy.
A year and a half later, I got raped and he didnt believe me so he dumped me. But of course like always we got back together the next day. 2 and a half years have gone by and we've been through so much, but we started to drift apart and finally decided to go our separate ways.
We went from happy to breakup/makeup to cheating to making up.... then to finally breaking up.
Now we're in our senior year of high school. We are friends... but sometimes it seems like he's using me in some type of way. We still have love for each other but we're not in love like we used to be. It's okay because I think we're better off as friends... I think.
Some people say that we're going to get back together. Some people say that they wouldn't be surprised if they saw me and him at our 10 year high school reunion together... with children... and happily married. I doubt it but nobody knows what their future holds. Sometimes it's hard for me to look at pictures of me and him because I start to think about the happy times.
But now I dont have to worry because I found new love. You have to go through HEARTACHE to get to LOVE.