A Story Never Shown: A Short Love Tale
Even in the happiest moment, there is so much that runs through your mind. Outside appearances can fool more than the average fool. You can even fool yourself. Sometimes you allow your wants to take over reality. There is so much about a person you will never know if you don't allow yourself to ask. But then again, that thought rarely runs through ones mind.
I used to wake up in the middle of the night crying. I was so stressed. So much was running through my mind. I never wanted to tell my boyfriend that i cry because I try to be strong for him...and me. I didn't want him to think that I wanted to give up. High school was starting to come to a close and I was scared. I was scared because i thought that me and him would come to an end once we get into our college life. I mean he wants to go to the same school as me but i want to go to nursing school. Eventhough i am going to be around...there is still this feeling that something might happen. My emotions are still going back and forth. I don't want to be like this anymore. He told me not to worry about it because i am his wife and that he can't picture himself with anybody else. Adults always say that you should experience life and not settle down on one person so fast. But when you're in love, all you can think about is your happiness. And I don't want to get older and look back on my life and realize that i made the wrong choice by leaving him. So many people till this day have regrets. So we are taking our relationship slow. Level by level. There is nothing to really rush into right now. We know that in the future we want to be together. He's never had love like this and it makes me feel good because I know my love is real. Hopefully things will work out the way we want them to be. i'm not expecting for our life to be perfect...nobody's life is perfect...but all i want to do is have a happy life with him.
I wrote this for the people who have similar feelings. Life is too short. When you find love, all you can do is go with it. Right now there are still little thoughts in the back of my head telling me that this may not work but for right now i am going to ignore them.