I need to tell you something.....thank you
For reasons I bet you never thought of.
For grabbing me by the tag of my shirt when I'm just about to fall over the edge.
When I'm so angry I want to hate, you make me laugh.
When I feel hopeless, you remind me about some hurdle I have cleared and forgotten about.
I know loving someone like me is hard to do.
I'm reckless and foolish at times.
I live too fast and play too hard.
I stay up late and get up really early.
I make lost of mistakes, and sometimes bad choices.
When things go wrong as they usually do you know I only have the best intentions.
The last time I tried my hand at electricity it knocked me off my feet.
My independence gets in my way, but what other way do I know?
Patience is sometimes a foreign language, and I was absent that day.
I don't always play well with others.
I do not like to share all my toys.
I usually run with scissors.
I need lots of crayons, not paper, I color outside the lines anyway.
Some days my fashion sense is that of a color blind clown with no mirrors.
I put other peoples happiness before my own.
I'm a ugly little pebble in diamond mine.
I'm always trying to save the wrong person.
I'm not perfect every time I try walking on water I sink like a dammed rock.
WHEN YOU LET ME TRIP AND FALL ITS ALWAYS OVER MY OWN PRIDE, BUT YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE TO HELP ME UP.
I'm afraid to let you love me because then I can't protect my heart.
I have been hurt many times and each time it has made me harder to love. I have built walls all around me, they keep me safe. I have built a life of one, I struggle to depend on someone for even the smallest things. I sit on my
perch behind my walls and watch other people fall in love, wondering when it will be my turn. I know I get distant at times and you can not understand
some of the things I do, its because I feel the walls getting weak and about
to crumble and I have to make them stronger.
They say love won't knock on your door forever, it gets tired and lonely by
itself. One day I know I will let love in , I only hope that when I unlock the
door and open it your still on the other side.
Thank you for being you and for being in my life.