Please make the pain stop
I met him about a month after I started working at my new job. The first night we met there was an instant connection and about one month later we started dating.
I never ever expected to love him, I quite honestly did not believe in love, but he changed that. One month after dating he told me he could possibly love me and one month later he said he did. For a brief moment in time after so much pain everything felt right.
We dated six months and then one day said his feelings were changing and he didn't want to hurt me.
The truth? He wanted to be with her. He wanted to hold her and tell her he loved her.
It really does hurt. I just want it to stop hurting.