29 January, 2002
I had never truly let myself fall for anyone before, until I met a guy that changed everything for me. He told me I was beautiful, he thought I was smart and funny, he was perfect.
When I would go see him he would stop his world for me. It was almost too much for me to handle for a while, but then I opened up and allowed myself to fall in love with him. For a few months it was great. Some times I would just be happy because I knew that he existed.
Before I knew it, just when I realized how I felt about him, he stopped feeling that way about me. He neglected me, wasn't honest with me, and couldn't even break up with me to my face or over the phone, HE E-MAILED ME! Can you believe it? He said that he just lost interest in me.
I know that I'll get over it, but it's not going to be easy. I just keep thinking over and over that worse things have happened.