I wish that you weren't mad at me right now
but I guess it's not you who’s to blame
The last thing that I want you to think
is that all this is some kind of game.
I wish you didn't feel that you weren't loved
because sweetheart that is just not so
Because you not only gave me someone to love
but you've also given me someone to know.
I wish that you didn't feel like second best
simply because of the fact that we're apart
I wish that you could know how often
that I hold thoughts of you close to my heart.
I wish you could know how strongly I feel
when it comes to the subject of you & me
Which is why I sometimes distance myself
in order to not make any promises I can't keep.
I wish you knew how often you're on my mind
nothing feels better than holding you tight
I know that you feel differently right now
but I'm only trying to do what I feel is right.
I wish you could know how much it hurts me
when we're at odds with each other
Especially when it's obvious to everyone
that we're so in love with one another.
I wish that I could do it all over gain
with me choosing my heart rather than my
Because things would be so different right now
and we would be together today instead.
I wish you could know how much love for you
my heart over the years has stored
You said that you didn't deserve the compliments
but Kristina you deserve that & so much more.
I wish that you could understand I care for you
and just how often you're thought of each day
Despite what you may think or believe
I never meant for things to turn out this way.
Everyone thinks they know how & what I feel
but that's impossible because you know why
Because no one knows how alone I feel at times
and just how much things in life make me cry.
I wish that you could really see Kristina
that in my eyes you're a dream come true
And that I would rather leave from this earth
than to do anything to purposely hurt you.
I wish that I could say with certainty
what happens when all has been said and done
Regardless of what the outcome is please know
in my heart you will always be second to none.
I wish you could know how scary it is for me
because of the way you make me feel
It's hard maintaining my composure around you
because sometimes it's seems to good to be real.
I wish that you truly knew me Kristina
and that I would never ask you to wait
Because if it's meant for us to be together
then it's simply up to time and fate.
Kristina I want you to know one last thing
if we should spend the rest of our lives apart
That I will always love you like no other
and you will always be the queen of my heart.