It was July 24th, we met in that crowded place. One look at him and I knew he was the one for me.
One year later I moved in with him. I remember everyone was so envious of our relationship.
After living with him for 8 months he told me that he was in love with someone else... his friend that he spoke on the phone with for hours and hours. He broke my heart and then told me to leave. I was trying to move on and get used to my life without him, but he came back crying, telling me that he was confused and that his life without me is nothing but a drag and a big empty hole.
After long hours of thinking and crying I decided to give it another try. Now we are together, in love more than ever, But we have a lot of unfinished business. Now he is having second thoughts, he doesn't know what to do. He told me he always knew he loved me a lot but now his feelings are not the same towards me and he is lost.
All I do is cry and wonder to what to do. Actually I know what I have to do but I am not sure I can handle it. I just thought I'd share this with everyone. I am not a pathetic loser, I have never felt like this towards anyone. I am 30 years old and I know he is the one. What he feels is fear. We are fighting a lot and we don't know the reasons for all this madness.
I am desperate for an answer hopefully I'll find it soon.