29 June, 2010

My crush and i have been friends for three years. I have always looked as a friend nothing more than that. Until this year. Something in him i liked him. But many of my friends have liked him and i never have cared. He started cutting himself and it wuz terrible when i saw the blood coming down on his palm. I still remembered. Then i started cutting but it felt good. But the good thing is i stopped and he stopped too. Then came the last day of school and he asked me out and i say yes. And he texted me . Dont get me wrong i was happy when he did, but its just that it felt weird. I dont think im ready. And its weird because i lik soo much but im not ready to say I LOVE YOU yet.. Soo wut shuld i do?????