13 February, 2009
I was a freshman in high school when he moved to my neighborhood. I never really noticed him. We started talking in our sophomore year. I never thought of him more than a friend, until the end of that year.
We spent most of our time together and always talked on the phone. One day I seen him talking to another girl. I had a feeling I had never had. It was jealousy. I didn't even know what they were talking about. But I had no right to be jealousy, he was just my good friend. He walked over to me and I asked him what the girl wanted and he said she wanted to go out with him. I couldn't explain how much I wanted her to disappear, to never talk to him again. Then i asked him if he was going to. He said "No, because I like someone else that is my friend but I don't want her to feel weird around me if she doesn't like me the same way. So I'll just have to wait on her."
That night all I could think about was who that friend could be. Then I got a text from him. It said (I think that I might LOVE YOU. I don't know how you feel but that is what I was talking about earlier. I hope this doesn't change our friendship if you can't have the same feelings for me as I have for you). I was lost at words but i texed him back saying that I did have feelings for him. My heart was racing. He called me this time and asked if I would like to go out with him that friday. Of course I said yes.
That morning he walked me to all my classes. All the sudden everything changed and it was already friday. He took me to dinner and a movie then he asked if I would like to walk on the beach with him. We were on the beach just walking and then he stopped. I asked him what was wrong and then he smiled a little and the kissed me. My heart was pounding so fast.
That was my first kiss. It is now summertime and we are incepertable he told me he loved me and i did the same. That was the most romantic night I had ever had. That night we made love. He was so nice and gentle. He took my virginity and I took his. My parents were out of town for that weekend so he stayed with me. That morning I woke up and he was still there and he kissed me. It's so passionate. I dont think anyone else would of been as great as he is to me.
We are still together and we are now in college, we go to the same school and we are getting married in a year. I can't wait, I love him so much and he loves me they way I love him. Sorry to make it such a long story but he is the best thing in my life right now and I can't leave out many details.
~I LOVE YOU Jake!!!!!~