06 November, 2008
I admit that the day that you were introduced to me I did not even bother to looked at your faced because for me you were not quite interesting. Days had past, and we became friends. You were always irritating me with your teases and we did not noticed that we had fallen for each other but it was not the right time yet for I had made a promised with my mom. So, you waited but it was not long that I had decided to accept your loved even I know that you already had a girl in your arms. I just closed my eyes in the truth that I've known even if it crushes my heart every time that your not with me because you were with her. The time had come that we had to end our crazy romance because it is hurting me so. When I broke up with you I became a free creature. Saw so many things that I did not see when I made you my world. I did not despise you for i had love you so much because you were the bearer of the key to my heart. Even if we had been apart I was thinking that someday our paths will cross and by that time we can make our love last. You had your life and I had mine. I was starting to forget about the past and move on with my life. Someone had offered me a love that's true and promises to care for me more than you do. I had accepted it and promises to be true. Days, Months and Years had passed. I was then contended with my present love but then you came and snatched my heart then and there. You're confusing me on what to do. My logic is starting to be unfair. I want you back its true but I don't want to hurt someone that had been so true. Forgive me but I can't be with you for our time had already passed us through. So many things had changed including the depths of my love. I know that you love me still but its not enough for me to leave him behind. He had given me everything that you had not given. He was there when I needed you. He had given me his universe when you snatched my world. Now, tell me! Does he deserve to be left out? I'm really really sorry but this is really goodbye for the both of us. Lets just leave our pact behind and live separate lives.