18 January, 2007

This is hard for me to write.

I have been struggling for sometime with my feelings for you.

I’m not sure exactly why or how I fell in love, but I did. I don’t want to hurt you or anyone else, but I can’t help the way that I feel.

I know that nothing can ever come from my feelings, but I can't help how I feel. I am trying to work through my heartache and move on, but it has been difficult.

I don’t know how this happened to me. I don’t know why my feelings went from being good friends to falling in love. For me it became an emotional affair. I wanted it to be more.

Sometimes I still want it to be more. It hurts to see you. It hurts not to talk to you.

It hurts.