i was with my boyfriend for 4 years it was soo perfect, he was my everythink! we were ment to be getting married later this year. ive never loved somebody so much, and id wuld do anythink for him, i would have given my life for him.



i was with him for new years, we went for a lovely meal in central london, it was about 11.45 and we were near picadily circus and we were both crossing the road and from no where a car came and hit him. i sadly lost him 2 and a half hours later. im soooo devistated and heartbroken. everyday every hour i think of him and i cant get over the fact hes gone :( i feel isolated and not able to move on. i just cant believe ive lost the love of my life. i was just wondering is anyone has been in a similar situation? i realy need some advice and hope. thanx alot x