I WAS 14 YEARS OLD AND EVER SINCE I WAS IN 4TH GRADE I HAD THIS CRUSH ON THIS GUY. BUT I WAS A TOM BOY AND ALWAYS LIKE TO PLAY WITH BOYS SO HE NEVER NOTICE ME. THEN I MOVE TO ANOTHER SCHOOL AND THEN I SAW GIRL FLIRTY AND DOING THEIR MAKE UP SO IT SEEMS I LIKE IT. I STARED TO DO MY MAKE UP. THEN I GOT TO JR HIGH I WAS ALL DIFFERENT THE GUY WAS STARING TO NOTICE ME BUT I DIDNT EVEN PAY ATTENTION TO HIM BECAUSE I KNEW HE WATED ME SO I WAS HARD TO GET. I STARTED GOING OUT WITH HIS BESTFRIEND.I KNEW I STILL LIKE HIM BUT IDK I GUESS BECAUSE HE DIDNT NOTICE ME BACK IN THE DAYS I WAS KINDA MAD. HE STARTED TO TALK TO ME ON THE PHONE ABOUT HIS FRIEND. WE WERE TALKIN HE WAS FELTING FOR ME AND ME TOO. BUT THEN I HAD A PROBLEM THAT I WAS STILL GOING OUT WITH HIS FRIEND SO I SHITTED ON HIM WITH THE GUY. WE BOTH KNEW WE WERE DOING WRONG. BUT STILL WE DIDNT CARE. SO ONE DAY I BROKE UP WITH MY BOYFRIEND TO BE WITH HIM AND WE STARTED GOING OUT BUT THEN SOME HOW THE HOLE SCHOOL DIDNT TALK TO US BECAUSE OF WHAT WE DID.SO WE BROKE UP.BUT WE STILL WERE TALKIN.BUT ONE DAY WE JUST STOP TALKIN.

BUT I KNOW THAT I STILL LOVE HIM.