You told me Forever.
Is it true that you can only fall in love once? Or is it possible to fall in love again and forget about the one you first loved?
Well my name is Felisha, and I believe there's no such thing as falling in love again. Because if you can fall in and out love, then you never loved the person at all. But hey, that's just how my mind works.
I am in gr. 10 now and I'm only just content with my life. I cannot live my life to the fullest because I fell in love too soon. I was in gr.8 and the happiest girl alive.
His name was Albert. He's tall, with black hair and most amazing eyes. He always looked at me like I was something important to him. Like I belonged. Everything about him made me smile.
He supported me when people disagreed and wrapped me in his arms when I'd cry. He'd kiss my forehead just to get even a hint of a smile out of me. I am a sucker for kisses on the forehead. He knew everything about me as I knew more about him.
Time flew by and every day he told me how much he loves me. But the best day was when he stood close, grabbed my hands and looked me straight in the eyes and said, " Felisha, I will love you forever. No matter what happens. Forever." And all I could say was ," Forever"
We lasted 8 months, but it seemed a lifetime. He broke up with me because he wanted to start over going into high school. Albert wanted to be somebody that everyone liked. And it wasn't fair.
2 years later, now , Albert wont even look at me. He got what he wanted. He got popularity, and hes become someone else. I don't know who he is anymore.
I'm afraid that i'll live my life loving him forever. Like I promised. But I do wonder if he wasn't lying. If no matter what , somewhere in his heart he will love me. Even if he wont accept it. I just hope. I love him. From now till forever<3