Getting over him.
It all started so happily. Lee was two years above me at school and doing his GCSE'S. The girls and i used to hang around with them after school and on weekends. We were all very close. Rachel got closer to Kyle (Lee's twin brother) and before any of us had chance to say they were going out. Lee took a little more convincing. I'd liked him before i'd even met him. Just by sight i knew that I'd wanted to be with him. Then on my dads birthday it happened the girls had known that Lee liked me so convinced him to ask me out. When he did i overjoyed and couldn't believe my luck. In school people were trying to break us up by using the excuse that i was copying Rachel by going out with Lee her boyfriends twin, but neither of us let that come between us.
We spent nearly all our time together. Even if Rachel and Kyle and the boys were with us. Everyone said we were like the perfect couple. Nothing goes to plan does it.
It was around ten days after Lee's sixteenth birthday and we were all out enjoying a drink in Caddys where no one could see us. Where Lee announced that he was going home. I thought nothing of it at the time. Just said goodbye and carried on with the others, but, it was on my way hom, i was walking with Rachel because we were having a sleepover. It was when we'd got to the end of the street that it happened. I had a text from Lee saying that he didn't want to be with me anymore and that he was seeing someone else. Rachel knew something was up because I'd gone quiet all of a sudden. I don't know what was going through her head but she snached my phone off me and read the text. As she read it i just spat out "its over" holding back the tears. I managed to hold them in till we got to my bedroom where i threw myself onto my bed and lay there crying for what seemed like hours.
That was in April 2008, three months later i was only just beginning to get over him. But theres something about your first proper boyfriend isn't there, you feel like you can never love again, like the world is ending. Truth is if it was ment to be it is if it isn't then it's just not. But that first proper relationship you have, whether your young or old, you can never seem to forget them just as much as you hoped too. Even if the feelings for them have gone. The memory will always remain.