I cant help myself but wonder why i get to love a guy like him. i don't like the way he loves me.he's to self-centered and don't care about the way i feel.he just want me to do all the things he want me to do,his word are our rules

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sometimes i feel tired trying to understand everything with all my heart and wisdom as long as i can.i feel like a prisoner who was put in jail and have had a life sentence for choosing him as the man whom I'm going to love.

it feels like that i'm stuck into an island  where i could never escape.

 

I'm having a hard time loosing up since i have already gave a part of me to him.

its just that i love him so much that though I'm now into such situation like this, i still cant afford to lose him.