You think you know someone
17 June, 2003
I had been with the love of my life for around six years. We had our ups and downs; we had been through it all. We talked about marriage, kids, we even had a dog.
I found out last week my worst nightmare had come true. He had been dating a girl I went to high school with for a month while I was off working to get my AA so I could come home and finish with a degree and live happily ever after.
I spoke with this girl and she told me all the sickening details. I have never been so hurt in my entire life. I allowed myself to be heartbroken and humiliated. I really thought I knew him. I am so lost right now I don't even know what to do. It's like I don't know who I am without him. He wasted six years of my life and left me with no clue if there was any truth to the past six years of our relationship.
I have no choice but to take it day by day now. I hope the pain becomes less and less. Most of all I wish that crying stops and the healing starts.
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