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He was my everything
25 May, 2008
I lived my entire life trying to be the person people wanted me to be. I tried to be that perfect girl they always thought i was. They just don't know that because of one person i was willing to give it all up.
I had everything a man could desire from a woman. I had the face the crowd always admired and the intelligence everyone talked so much about. I was popular and adored. They knew i was Ms. Perfect. I was a player, i admit. I had numerous boyfriends before. All from descent families and known clans. I had them altogether. 5 or 6 of them at the same time. And if you ask me if i was even afraid of it, I'm not. See i was smart enough to manage all of them. If they ever found out, which no one has until now, i wouldn't really be afraid because i know in less time i could find another substitute. See? That's how i live my life.
People treat me too nice. Like i was a princess, so why not act like one? But all these change when i met this Jonathan 5 months ago. He was a player too, as i have heard. But not like me. He had his own way. He wasn't handsome or not even close to cute. He just had that confidence and humor i never knew would make me get head over heels about him.
We got together for fun not knowing it's going to get deeper as time goes by. Then we reached to this point where faithfulness was put into question. It wasn't true, but i lost him for that. My whole world crushed before my eyes since our last conversation. I loved him. He was the first man i have ever loved truly. And he was the first guy to cry because of me, and with me. He was my life and i don't know what to do without him.
ALL I KNOW IS THAT HE IS THE ONLY REASON OF MY LIVING AND WITHOUT HIM I WOULD DIE. I LOVE YOU JONATHAN. I WILL ALWAYS DO.